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MMMMMMM PUMPKIN. Yeah i don't really know why I'm online right now, I really tired, i don't know why I'm wasting my time online I guess i'm just trying to pass the time and avoid Sunday because monday after sunday equals Uh-oh.

Enchanted!

Nov. 16th, 2007

Tonight was perfect. pretty much lol.

Thanks Amber!

 So thanks to Amber *love ya!* Things are ALOT better and the solution is simple.

Like Whoa!

"Life is good I can't complain, I mean I could but no one's listening."

"Please keep your hands in the ride at all times, thank-you."

"You say you don't know me, you say you don't owe me"

"Like it, or love it, or leave it."

"I am moving through the crowd, trying to find myself."

"I ask myself, who do i want to be?"

"You, you're always there for me, when i need you most"



*Yeah, i don't know. Just random Aly & AJ quotes, I love their lyrics. I just like the way they flow and how they're relatable.
Sometimes the weight of the world is just a little to heavy even for me, mr. "it's okay, I got it."
and the wind is crashing me into the wall, i can't breathe, can't see, why can't I handle it.
It's hard, having to hold their hand when I don't even feel my own.
Tragedy is always close behind.
So ready to see sun around the corner, but it's just me, my reflection doubting me.
I'm sorry I can't help you the way you want.

Feeling Just a Little Low

Maybe~Kelly Clarkson

I’m strong
But I break
I’m stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I’m hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I’m jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be
If you’ll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

Someday
When we’re at the same place
When we’re on the same road
When it’s okay to hold my hand
Without feeling lost
Without all the excuses
When it’s just because you love me, you let me, you need me
Then maybe, maybe
All you have to do is hold me
And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be
If you’ll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

I’m confusing as hell
I’m north and south
And I’ll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn’t meant to walk this world without you
And I promise I’ll try
Yeah I’m gonna try to give you every little part of me
Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe

One day
We’ll meet again and you’ll need me, you’ll see me completely
Every little bit
Oh yeah maybe you’ll love me, you’ll love me then

I don’t want to be tough
And I don’t want to be proud
I don’t need to be fixed and I certainly don’t need to be found
I’m not lost
I need to be loved
I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won’t stop ‘cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe

I should know better than to touch the fire twice
But I’m thinking maybe, yeah maybe you might

Maybe, love maybe 
I guess that's life. Life is confusing.

Happy Birthday Amber!!!

 HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AMBER!!!!!!!!!!


I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!! I'D HAVE NOTHING IF I DIDN'T HAVE YOU!!! YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!! I KNOW YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I'M ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU TOO!! YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING PERSON I HAVE EVER COME INTO CONTACT WITH AND I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU ARE MY FRIEND!!! SO :P TO ANYONE WHO ISN'T FRIENDS WITH YOU!!! SHE'S ALL MINE!!! I LOVE YOU AMBER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!